Groundhog Day

And we're back here again, living the drastic ups and downs, keeping nonstop momentum as you mindlessly shuttle from one casting to another in 3, 4 different cities around the world. Except this time it's a little different. This time, you have a better understanding of where you stand. This time, you have accrued enough frequent flier miles to never wait in line for longer than ten minutes (it used to be thirty or forty) at airport kiosks and castings. This time, you remember and recognize most of the names and faces behind the scene. When the plane is descending through blustering winds and nearly nosedives to a crash, you think, 'Gosh, I need to write a will. Oh well. Did I pack my cashmere scarf in the suitcase?'

But it doesn't change the fact that fashion week is difficult. I turn into something of a emotionally mental puddle, a goopy, messy thing that I wouldn't dare touch, even as I become more experienced and aware.

3 comments:

Samiya Cusman said...

I really like your blog and love the way you write! Good luck with the castings and fashionweek!
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Ami said...

I love your style of writing - even in this it shows how unique a person you are, and it's also inspiring that you are not willing to give this uniqueness up!
Keep up the good work, good luck with castings - I always love to see you on the runway.

maddie said...

Ah, yes but it is all worth it for as STYLE.com says..."Zadig & Voltaire wrangled a variety of industry heavyweights for its show today: models Kirsten Owen, Soo Joo Park, Hanne Gaby Odiele, and Jamie Bochert; runway music master Frédéric Sanchez..."

You are an industry heavywieght, and with good reason! Keep your chin up! Soo Joo-ssi 화이팅!